Tea Time with Tammy and a Smile.

Time is short. I’m learning that one lives longer when they live a happy life. Nicole, my nurse and great friend could see the loneliness had brought me into a very dark place of sadness and depression.It was then we realized that maybe people don’t know it’s okay to visit. Maybe they don’t know when …

I understand what ALS has done to us.

ALSAmyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis I prefer Always Live Smiling Today may be difficult for some that have lost their love on this day. Some may find it difficult as today their life changed with a simple yet difficult saying, “you have ALS”. I hope these words find you some peace on the day cupid runs around …

Happy Valentine’s Day my love!

Always proofread before posting, lol, Take two In the last 24 hours you have felt every emotion possible. Anger/defeat – she doesn’t want me at the hospital. I’m always with her no matter what Sadness – love can make one feel sadness. The pulling at the heart, wondering what happens if you are not there. …

The Bare Truth and Me

Checking in : My mood is stable, I’m sleeping through the night somewhat. I do have an infection and will know what kind soon. Nicole did spudum and blood cultures yesterday. Nicole and Kaylee have come up with ways to keep me busy. Tea time and participating in art shows across the state displaying my …

my life is a mystery

My life is a mystery. I have not been around much I’m sorry. Lots of sleeping, pain, depression and emotional burdens. My life is a huge puzzle of 70, 000 words all over the place. The people, who are very few, i can count on two hands. My visitors are the postman, ups guy, fedex, …

Meet David my rock, my best friend.

Meet David Meet David my rock25 years by my sideLoyal to the coreA father of threeLoves GodWorks hardHe is tiredHe is exhausted to the coreBut this rockUnder pressure hasBecome the rarest diamond.Better than any diamondI ever wore.Meet David my rockMy advocateMy cheerleaderMy loverMy husbandMy biggest supportMy diamond in the roughWho keeps me safeWipes my tearsHolds …

You are so loved Papa!

It was the coldest day of the year when David and I came to see you. Grammy was there holding your hand. Parker came soon after. We teased you in papa fashion. Told you stories and loved you with all the hugs and kisses. We told you that you were going to be okay because …